Salam & hai.
Hoping everyone in the best of health and iman inshaAllah.
Its been a while everyone. Last time i wrote for my 25th Birthday and that was 2 months ago lol. So macam biasa, i nak share my first post on new year with you guys untuk tahun ke 5 ni hiks. Masih consistent nampaknya. Dan macam biasa jugak, i can't even remember my last year punya resolution but rasanya takde hahaha so this year i ada few things i nak tick off in sha Allah i'll share bila tiba masanya. Minta doakan dipermudah semuanya ameen :)
Nak recap balik my 2020, well if you ada baca my last year punya new year post, i ada mention 2019 was a toughest year for me never that i know, 2020 lagi disaster genk. Kalau last year banyak mental breakdown sebab homesick baru pindah shah alam but still i boleh balik bebila i nak, this year punya homesick lagi kebaboom because of MCO. Dengan kereta rosak 4,5 kali, langgar kereta orang, keep making mistakes dekat office sampai rasa stress nak resign membuak buak tak tahan. Dengan my sleep cycle buat hal. Apa je yang okay masa tu. Hari hari nangis stress. Nasib baik ada family and friends yang keep tolong cheer me up, video call ajak borak. Thankyou semua. i survived sampai sekarang alhamdulillah :')
But despite all the negative things, banyak jugak positive things i dapat alhamdulillah. i rasa happy, i rasa content. i still bekerja full and get paid sedangkan ramai orang tengah struggle dengan kerja. i still cukup makan dekat rumah alhamdulillah. i masih ada family yang sentiasa support everything i buat and my close ones around me. Thankyou Allah, fo giving me a really good year full with ups and downs. Thankyou Allah, for blessing me with abundant of rezq and blessings. You showered me with sooooo many things this year i am so happy alhamdulillah. You kept me and my loved ones healthy and safe. Paling penting, you didn't test me by taking one of my important ones back to You yet and for that i really really really grateful.
ya Rabb, i'd like to ask for a happy and healthy life fill with Your love and blessings. i ask for a year that brings me more closer to You. i pray that You only takes me when You are most please with me. Last year, i mention nak start travel which obviously tak dapat sebab Covid. i also mention nak jumpa love of my life hahahahahaha what a joke! But its okay. may You guide me to whoever is the best for me in sha Allah. If ada rezeki nak ada my own family, alhamdulillah. Not going to put any pressure on my 26 years self lol.
For my family and friends, please give them whatever good for them. Grant them happiness. grant them the best that life can offer and paling penting, grant us a huge mansion in Jannah side by side amin ya Rabb. Please guide us all to embrace Islam as a whole so we'll get our happy ending in Your Jannah nanti.
Ya Rabb, please grant me, my family and friends a good health. Keep us safe from this pandemic and virus. Bring us closer to You and bless us to trust in You and only You. Shower us with mercy and wrap us in your protection. Protect us from despair and pain. Whatever You have willed for us, we will accept it as You only test those who You love so dearly.
itu je kot for now. jap lagi after subuh i nak balik Melaka hihi. Thankyou everyone for still baca my blog. This year marked my 11 years berblogging alhamdulillah. Not sure sampai bila boleh tahan blog ni tapi i sayang sangat huhu. Okay la.
i'm so ready for 2021....kot hahaha!
Happy New Year everyone!! Stay safe!
Lots of Love,