August 22, 2019

2019/15 - Short Trip

Salam & hai!
Hoping everyone in the best of health and imaan in sha Allah.

i purposely choose this picture sebab suka sangat! hehe.
So last Saturday, i met my happy pills....again haha. Takdelah impromptu, obviously we planned this staycation for like a month kot but end up settle everything last minit jugak lol but alhamdulillah, everything went well walaupun tak ikut plan haha and i enjoyed every single moment with them. Supposedly berlima but then something jadi and Atiqah tak dapat join :( So berempat lah kami.

We went to bird park and Taman Botani sampai sakit-sakit kaki berjalan haha and then check in at Regalia. Well the main purpose kitorang pilih Regalia sebab nak usha infinity pool dia and at the end tak sempat pergi pun. Dengan sesatnya takpayah ceritalahhhh haha. We spent all night main games yang entah apa and borak gelak gelak sampai tak sedar masa and i slept at 3 sebab penat sangat sampai takboleh tidur lol. Oh we celebrated Sajda's belated birthday tooooo or sebenarnya ambik gambar dengan kek yang lebih. The next day we planned to go to Taman Eko but for some reason, tak pergi and kitorang terus balik. i sent Iqma and Sajda to MRT and Aisyah balik rumah safely then terus shoooot balik Shah Alam. Alhamdulillah a'la kulli hal. The trip was soooooo good that i already miss them masa on the way balik shah Alam #overlyattachedgirlfriend. I do know is that the time i spent with my happy pills during the staycation, roughly 24 hours la kot, flew by and left me wanting more. More of these good moments. More time to appreciate people who loves me.

Okay get back to the real topic, haha, it was a moment of pure joy that, deep down, i really needed to feel alive again after going through some of the hardest weeks of my working life. I've come to love these four (including Atiqah). Despite the five of us being busy dengan life masing-masing, i've managed to form a really strong friendships with them up to the point i feel a sense of powerlessness when faced with not-so-good-news from these people i care about and happy for them each time they share good things to me.

As i grow older, i wish for more of these happy moments with my family and friends. Because now that i dah start working, sometimes i rasa penat sangat. i wanted to grab hold of reality, but all i could do was fall. But each time i met my loved ones, i derived a strange, positive feeling and i felt alive as if i need these good vibes to remind me that i'm living and breathing and obviously i need to appreciate that, alhamdulillah, thankyou Allah.

But seriously, i asked Allah to comfort me sebab i stress sangat few weeks back and i never thought He will comfort me in a way i can never expect, by spending time with my gems❤ take care everyone, till we meet again in sha Allah.

i feel so grown up now.

Barakallah,
Lots of love,
S❤