January 1, 2019

2019/1 - Hello 2019

Salam & hai.
hoping everyone in the best of health and imaan, in sha Allah.

Its funny how fast masa berlalu. Here i am welcoming 2019, Alhamdulillah thumma alhamdulillah a'la  kulli hal. Rasa macam hari tu tengah struggle final exam semester 5 (read "baca" notes sambil baring) sambil buat countdown nak new year dekat ruang tamu rumah Bella & Iqma, sambil record bunga api (read: percikan only hahaha) sambil reply instastories orang. Masa tu baru 3rd year lol. Time sure flies kan. Oh well now dah masuk 2019. I'm supposed to write this post semalam but i'm tooooooo tired bukan malas k nak tulis as i pergi icity usha orang nak celebrate new year but end up balik rumah pukul 9 lebih tu sebab malas. Sebab dah 24 kot #Ehhhhhh.

So 2019 marked my 9 years of blogging. Fuhhh. 9 years dah my baby. Macam biasa, i wanted to share my first post for 2019 ni with you guys. New year new resolution. Dan macam biasa jugak, i can't remember my resolution for last year dah tercapai ke belum. Its funny i still nak buat resolution baru walaupun akan lupa like always. Well lets just hope miracle happen as my younger sister Syairah gave me a planner for my 23rd birthday hari tu so lets just be more productive to achive new resolutions k Syaimaa.

2018 had taught me so many things. I am blessed alhamdulillah. Since January up till December, so many things jadi. Ups and down. But i think the highlight of my 2018 adalah when i graduated last October and i secured a job on December. Alhamdulillah. Blessed. Well i still miss my student's life and i don't even know if i really buat decision yg betul to kerja instead of further my study but i just follow the flow. i asked Him to guide me and here i am, enjoying my adulthood in Shah Alam lol.

There are phases when i dont feel motivated enough especially bila dah kerja ni and it is in these difficult moments i sometimes find myself falling off track. But alhamdulillah, even with these roadbumps along the way, i still have my family and friends that keep supporting me since day 1 until now. To my dear happy pills, thankyou for still supporting me up till now walaupun semua orang dah jauh and ada life sendiri. i was sooo touched when you guys messaging/whatsapping/facetiming me just to ask how my days here. It was soo hard at first, to let you guys go but alhamdulillah i'm doing good now.

Thankyou Allah, for giving me such beautiful people inside out around me. Up till now pun kat Shah Alam ni pun still jumpa orang yang baik-baik. I can't wait to reunite with my happy pills soon in sha Allah. Thankyou Allah, for giving a really good year for me and my loved ones. You kept us all healthy and happy with our loved ones too and most important things, You didn't test me by taking one of my important ones back to You yet, and for that, i eternally grateful. i owe my life to You, the one who hears and answer my prayers most of the time.

For 2019,
i'd like to leave something good behind for others when my times to meet You comes soon. i'd like to live a happy and healthy life fill with Your blessings. For my family and friends, these people deserved all the happiness in this world. Please give whatever good for them. Grant them happiness, grant them the best that life can offer and paling penting! grant us a huge mansion in Jannah, side by side, so that we can giggle together everyday. Please protect them from any danger and Your hellfire 

i am soooo ready for 2019 now. New year, new place, new faces. I hope everything will be just fine for me. it's a new chapter, so let it be a good one fill with His blessings in sha Allah.

Please guide us all to embrace Islam as a whole, 
so we'll met our happy ending in Your Jannah nanti. amin.


Lots of Love,


Carly Fifie said...

Happy new year :)

syemasaid said...

Happy new year to you too!