February 16, 2019

2019/4 - Dulang Girl

Salam & hai!
hoping everyone in the best of health and imaan in sha Allah ❤


Last week, at this time around, kitorang tengah kabut-kabut try baju and iqma busy menjahit baju kitorang lol. Wow, time sure flies. dah seminggu ya Allah rasa macam baru semalam sibuk lagi cari tudung dulang girls dengan iqma dekat shah alam ni after habis kerja and pecut pergi De Centrum untuk staycation yang impromptu sangat hahahaha. Oh well, nak taknak still dah seminggu means this one girl yang paling bahagia dalam gambar dah seminggu jugak jadi isteri orang. Hope you're doing well there as someone's wife. Still..tak..percaya...k hahahaha.

Baru-baru ni i ada baca pasal bridesmaid dekat twitter tengah viral. Well ok la i faham everyone ada pendapat masing-masing. Me, myself pun dah decide not to have any bridesmaid (if ada rezeki nak kahwin) on my day nanti as it's hard to narrow down my friends coz i love them all soooo much hehe. But apa yang i nampak masa wedding Ain last week, the bridesmaid (exclude me la kang kata angkat bakul pulak geeezzz) semua totally berbeza dari apa yang di claim dari tweet itu dan respond orang.

1.KAWAN NAK JADI BRIDESMAID TAPI BAJU MINTAK SPONSOR

This was the first point dekat tweet tu. To be honest, if you ada common sense, you won't ask to be someone's bridesmaid unless tuan punya badan yang ajak. Why? simply becoz if tuan punya badan tak ajak means dia memang taknak ada and taknak serabut kan kepala pasal bridesmaid. Ni belum apa-apa kau dah mintak nak jadi bridesmaid atas tiket "bestfriend" tak ke pening kawan kau tu dah nak kena pikir pasal bridesmaid pulak sebab nak jaga hati kawan. In my case, Sajda sendiri yang call and offer us to be part of her big day. Once you dah setuju nak jadi bridesmaid, one thing lagi if you ada common sense, you won't ask the bride to sponsor your outfit unless dia sendiri cakap nak sponsor. If tak cakap, then you as a bestfriend tadi kena la faham. Kawan you nak kahwin mesti banyak spend dekat majlis dia apa semua takyah nak tambah masalah pening kepala dia nak fikir baju kau pulak. Let the bride decide theme apa dia nak, and you, yourself and yang lain gerak sendiri usahakan sampai dapat apa yang nak. Bridesmaid Sajda settle sendiri from our baju, kain, tudung and makeup last minit okay siap menjahit tengah-tengah malam hahahaha.

2.BRIDESMAID RAMAI TAPI FAMILY ANGKAT DULANG, BELUM MASUK YANG DATANG LAMBAT

Ini betul. i setuju sebab i dah nampak banyak kes macam ni. TAPI, i respect Sajda punya bridesmaid sebab diorang yang angkat dulang sendiri before nikah and after nikah bawak masuk bilik balik (include dulang kakak dia) lepastu angkat lagi tengah-tengah panas bawak masuk kereta. Sikit pun tak merungut. Tolong susun goodies, approach family pengantin nak tolong apa patut.

3. MENYEMAK DALAM BILIK PENGANTIN, SIBUK SELFIE

Lagi sekali kita pakai logik common sense dekat sini okay. If ikut common sense, takkan la kau nak menyibuk bersiap jugak time pengantin bersiap kan. Masa pengantin bersiap, time tu la kau tolong susun dulang apa semua, check pengantin pukul berapa boleh siap make sure everything on track tapi jangan la sampai overshadow family pengantin over tau hahaha. Apa yang i nampak masa majlis Sajda, semua bridesmaid dah siap from head to toe before sampai and TIADA SEORANG pun yang sibuk berselfie ke apa ke, masing-masing sibuk dengan majlis. Once pengantin dah siap nikah, baru take turn ambik gambar dengan pengantin kejap hehe dan kitorang tak ikut pun pergi shoot outdoor jadi isu bridesmaid gila lensa ni tiada masa majlis Sajda hari tu hahaha.

4. MAKEUP OVER

Common sense guys. Common sense. Takyah nak beriya sangat. malas nak sembang bab ni.

Ok tu jelah kot 4 point yang macam di point out kan gila-gila dekat tweet tu. Well betul lah apa yang di point out tu tapi, ramai je lagi bridesmaid yang function masa majlis. Tak tau la kenapa ramai yang bitter sangat maybe sebab diorang belum jumpa bridesmaid yang funcion atau maybe diorang pernah dikecewakan oleh bridesmaid sendiri huhu. One thing you kena tahu, if you nak kahwin and nak ada bridesmaid, dalam kepala you mesti dah ada certain people kan, and yourself sepatutnya tau perangai kawan-kawan you before asking them to be part of your big day. Lagi-lagi guna tiket bestfriend, mesti you dah masak sangat dengan perangai your friend so pilih la yang betul-betul tinggi common sense nya baru lah tak jadi masalah di hari bersejarah you nanti. From majlis Sajda hari tu, i think bridesmaid dia memang perform sangat and how lucky she is to get such friends in her life (please read ni and bayang bridesmaid lain without thinking about me sebab it feels weird to write this when obviously i am one of those bridesmaid hahahaha)

Jadi, buat yang bakal-bakal berkahwin and nak ada bridesmaid, choose wisely. Kepada yang bakal menjadi bridesmaid pun, ingat, common sense kena tinggi. Especially bila you claim yourself as "bestfriend" jadi please act like one. i pun baru first time jadi bridesmaid (and mungkin yang last bahahaha). Bagusla, at least i ada experience. Lepas ni kalau ada job bridesmaid lagi (rasa macam takde dah hehe) boleh la improve. Ada beberapa orang nak mintak tolong, but sorry sangat i think you should ajak the one yang betul-betul close to you and rasa kerdil sangat for me to be a part of your big day. This one pun i setuju coz she's my bestfriend and you guys should know by now yang i'll go extra miles for my bestfriend even bermaksud i kena jadi orang lain kejap berkebaya hahaha. Tapi i happy sangat sebab dapat jadi part of my bestfriend's day ughhhhhhh thankyou soooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tahniah Ain and Adi.
Wish you both a happy marriage ever after till Jannah. Amin.

i still love you, don't worry! hehe.
Bridesmaid for a day, but bestfriend for life!


Jadi bridesmaid dulu tahun ni. ihiks!

Barakallah,
Lots of Love,
Your Dulang Girl ❤

January 30, 2019

2019/3 - 2 Month.

Salam & hai.
hoping everyone in the best of health and iman.


i've been thinking banyak kali to write about my 2 month experience in working life. 2 month wow. well not exactly 2 month la ada lagi few days but as i dah received my second gaji so kira 2 month je lahhh hahaha. I don't even know where to start. Funny. How can i survived this whole 2 month alone here in shah alam. I still homesick tapi tak teruk la like the first month tapi limit i sampai 2 weeks je tak balik, lepas tu dah resah lol. Anyways, the first month was tough. I cried every single day before pergi kerja, balik kerja, time rehat. Soooooo lembik 24 years old Syaimaa. i wanted to write this so that i can remember next time how i go through my first job hahaha.

First job can be scary. Depends la kalau pandai bawak diri, environment baik, officemate baik, itu kira advantage la for you. Everyone punya rezeki kan lain-lain. To mingle around into the company culture lagi satu hal. Lucky me, alhamdulillah, housemate baik, officemate pun baik. Enviroment office nice. Senior suka tolong. Kerja pun getting better each day. i dah boleh cope dengan workload kat sini and dah pandai nak bahagi masa. Alhamdulillah thumma alhamdulillah sooooo soooo proud of myself. One of the things that i learned here after 2 month, everyone else is busy. It's not that they dont want to get to know you, tapi sebab they've been doing the same job for like few years and facing the same situation, so when they see new employee, all they want to do is to say hi and get back to work. Nak2 dekat sini, new employee keep bertukar as ramai sangat resign lagi la tak larat yang senior ni approach everytime employee baru masuk kan. So what you need to do, go approach them first. As for me i don't approach all of them sekaligus, there will come a time when i need to deal with my seniors personally, so i guna masa tu untuk introduce myself. Rajinkan diri tolong seniors. itu paling penting hahaha.

Alhamdulillah jugak, i met Anim. She was the first person i met masa baru masuk, yang tolong ajar basic things from A-z. Yang teman lunch, yang tolong claim, yang ajar macam-macam benda baru, orang pertama yang Syaimaa panggil bila syaimaa menggelabah kena jawab call dari member, the one yang help me sorting patient's punya claim, yang paling concern la senang cerita especially bila nampak aku balik lambat/keluar lunch lambat (sebab syaimaa kalau balik ke lunch ke pukul 6/12.30 sharp dah terpacak depan pintu office). May Allah swt rewards her all the best that life can offer, such a beautiful soul. Ohh she's getting married sooooon, maka tinggal lah syaimaa sorang yang masih single dalam office hahahahahaha lol. Tapi nice tau, coz everyone treat me macam adik-adik sangat and i feel loveeeeeeddddddd here hehe.

I'm trying to enjoy my days here. I don't even know until when i will continue working here, coz i'm planning nak kerja kat Melaka, but as for now, i just nak enjoy my life. My job can get boring at times (bila kerja dah setel or tunggu line yang lembap macam siput lol), tapi most of the time, relax and best je. i can snack on food all day. i can listen to music while doing my work, i oleh cuti sabtu ahad and public holiday sebab takde shift yeayyyyy and most of all, i'm in love working in my current team sebab semua baik ishhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm fine here, don't worry.
dah berani kelaur jalan-jalan jauh sikit. huhu. doakan saya baik-baik disini okay!

Alhamdulillah a'la kulli.
sooo proud of you, dearself!

Barakallah,
Lotss of love,
S❤

January 15, 2019

2019/2 - Sajda

Salam & hai.
hoping everyone in the best of health and imaan.

i treasured this sketch a lot.
Sajda's Big Day.

Last weekend was lit. Went to Putrajaya just for this one, Sajda. i promise myself not to do anymore surprise but i can't resist to make a surprise for this one hahaha. So for the past few days, i've been busy thinking and planning for her surprise. And what does someone do when they trying to brainstorm ideas and find some inspiration for a party....Pinterest of course! soo Syaimaa pun everyday balik kerja last week gigihla scroll pinterest and instagram nak cari idea. Nak buat a simple one yet memorable. Yes, she's getting married in less than a month and i'm super excited for this one. Me and iqma gladly took up the role to prepare for her bridal surprise (walaupun i tau, i'm not exactly the best planner in town hahaha). i was extra careful this time around with the help of my happy pills hehe and everything was on track..until few days before the surprise, ramai pulak tak dapat join. But despite the mini drama and tak sempat plan games pun, everything turned out great! Iqma, peah, opie and siti decide nak buat surprise performance hahaha. It was cooool kot walaupun prepare in less than half an hour wowww!!! Good job guys. Alhamdulillah. i also got everyone to give some wishes for her yeayyyy!!!! i assumed it would be a personal gift she would treasure. i hope you had a great day!

Well, i rarely blog about her so lets me introduce this one to you guys. Meet Sajda, one of my bestfriend (the other two nanti diorang nak kahwin baru i reveal hahahaha), one of the reason that i have the tiniest bit of hope in friendship. This one i met masa first year. no actually i first saw her masa asasi sebab masa tu dia famous gila like GILAAAA sebab dia ni perempuan melayu sangat ayu masha Allah like 360 different from me (masa tu la, now that i know her very well, hahahaha takdelah ayu mana dia ni, gangster boleh tahan ๐Ÿ˜œ). Then, we became friend masa first year sebab dia kawan dengan Aisyah and the rest is history. To be honest, i think we both boleh masuk sebab dua2 ada same interest kot. We both like volunteer's work and suka snap gambar scenery! (plus dia mudah terhibur sangat dengan apa yang aku cakap hahaha) Here we are now, 4 years later survive! Sepanjang 4 years tu she cope with me very well! There was this one time, we both not in a good conditon lama jugak la nak dekat one whole semester (benda takde apa pun dia macam miscommunication sikit) and people kept asking me about her, lepas tu i stressed out sampai malas nak cakap dengan dia kat kelas ke kat mana2 and entah macam mana one day boleh terbincang and settle kan dengan penuh dramanya (through DM insta lol, if you lupa, you should scroll back our conversation on 20th March Ain! lepas tu ayuh kita smack diri sendiri sesama hahaha). On that time, she had every chance to walk away, but she did not. Thankyou for not giving up on me! You stuck by my side when others decided that it was to much too handle me sebab Syaimaa ni emosi dia tak menentu๐Ÿ˜ญ.

Dear my beautiful inside out, soon to be married, best friend,

i can't believe we've been talking about this day since second year kan! Don't even get me start pasal batch kahwin tu eh hahaha. The day you told me you were engaged, i couldn't be happier for you. As you prepare for your big day, remember to take all in slowly. So here is to the exciting next few weeks (seriously less than a month keeeee) as we get ready for your fairy tale. i pray for you and Adi to have a spiritually meaningful and productive marriage in sha Allah. Stand together through everything and i hope you both can lead your kids and family all the way to Jannah. amin.

Its hard to express these things in person even to a best friend, so i am writing this post for you! There are so many things i want to tell you and i'm sure i will still be missing some by the end of this. But here is an appreciation post for being by myside during my degree's life (and in sha Allah till forever) and making it all worth. You're closest to me in all ways. You, with your words, your smile and your friendship, its more than i deserve. i thank Allah swt for you. i dont know how we managed to find each other out of billions people in this world, and you're one of my favourite. i love you for your acceptance of me even bila syaimaa tengah ego menggunung. i love you for listening to all my troubles/happiness and for sharing yours with me. i love you for the fun we have together masa volunteer programs, skytrex etc and most of all for being the best friend that anyone could have. You reassure me that no matter what, you (and the other two) will always be there for me. Something very few people have been able to do and that is the most reassuring thing i know. i'll have you (and the other two) by my side. We've laughed. We've cried. i dont think any of us are meant to walk this world alone hahaha and i'm so lucky to have you by my side.

Thankyou, for being you. For being the most wonderful bestfriend i could ever ask for. For agreeing to be part of my life. Thankyou, for sticking by me and showing me the most sincere support and unconditional love. Near or far, married or not, you'll always have a special place in my heart. I know you are going to step into a completely different life sooon, but promise me that i will still be a part of your life and you will stay around me for a long time while life takes us through our own path. PALING PENTING, promise me that the place that i hold in your heart will not change (Okla boleh tolak kita sikit bagi Adi masuk tapi jangan keluarkan kita eh! hahaha). In return, i promise to be the coooolest aunt ever! #Ehhhhhhtiberrrrr. I've watched you went through sooo much in these four years and i only pray for good things to come your way as you have such a big heart and you deserve all the happiness the world has to offer.

I am honoured to be a part of your big day nanti, to see you living your fairy tale. Live your life to the fullest. Now that you already found you bestfriend forever, your soulmate, i need to find mine too. So kindly pray for me moga seorang Syaimaa bertemu soulmate dia jugak ๐Ÿ˜‹

nawwwwhhh its a joke!
.
.
maybe not. hahaha

You are going to be the most beautiful bride ever inside out.
i love you!

Moga Syaimaa tak melalak la masa akad nikah dia ni.

Your dulang girl,
Imah❤

January 1, 2019

2019/1 - Hello 2019

Salam & hai.
hoping everyone in the best of health and imaan, in sha Allah.


Its funny how fast masa berlalu. Here i am welcoming 2019, Alhamdulillah thumma alhamdulillah a'la  kulli hal. Rasa macam hari tu tengah struggle final exam semester 5 (read "baca" notes sambil baring) sambil buat countdown nak new year dekat ruang tamu rumah Bella & Iqma, sambil record bunga api (read: percikan only hahaha) sambil reply instastories orang. Masa tu baru 3rd year lol. Time sure flies kan. Oh well now dah masuk 2019. I'm supposed to write this post semalam but i'm tooooooo tired bukan malas k nak tulis as i pergi icity usha orang nak celebrate new year but end up balik rumah pukul 9 lebih tu sebab malas. Sebab dah 24 kot #Ehhhhhh.

So 2019 marked my 9 years of blogging. Fuhhh. 9 years dah my baby. Macam biasa, i wanted to share my first post for 2019 ni with you guys. New year new resolution. Dan macam biasa jugak, i can't remember my resolution for last year dah tercapai ke belum. Its funny i still nak buat resolution baru walaupun akan lupa like always. Well lets just hope miracle happen as my younger sister Syairah gave me a planner for my 23rd birthday hari tu so lets just be more productive to achive new resolutions k Syaimaa.

2018 had taught me so many things. I am blessed alhamdulillah. Since January up till December, so many things jadi. Ups and down. But i think the highlight of my 2018 adalah when i graduated last October and i secured a job on December. Alhamdulillah. Blessed. Well i still miss my student's life and i don't even know if i really buat decision yg betul to kerja instead of further my study but i just follow the flow. i asked Him to guide me and here i am, enjoying my adulthood in Shah Alam lol.

There are phases when i dont feel motivated enough especially bila dah kerja ni and it is in these difficult moments i sometimes find myself falling off track. But alhamdulillah, even with these roadbumps along the way, i still have my family and friends that keep supporting me since day 1 until now. To my dear happy pills, thankyou for still supporting me up till now walaupun semua orang dah jauh and ada life sendiri. i was sooo touched when you guys messaging/whatsapping/facetiming me just to ask how my days here. It was soo hard at first, to let you guys go but alhamdulillah i'm doing good now.

Thankyou Allah, for giving me such beautiful people inside out around me. Up till now pun kat Shah Alam ni pun still jumpa orang yang baik-baik. I can't wait to reunite with my happy pills soon in sha Allah. Thankyou Allah, for giving a really good year for me and my loved ones. You kept us all healthy and happy with our loved ones too and most important things, You didn't test me by taking one of my important ones back to You yet, and for that, i eternally grateful. i owe my life to You, the one who hears and answer my prayers most of the time.

For 2019,
i'd like to leave something good behind for others when my times to meet You comes soon. i'd like to live a happy and healthy life fill with Your blessings. For my family and friends, these people deserved all the happiness in this world. Please give whatever good for them. Grant them happiness, grant them the best that life can offer and paling penting! grant us a huge mansion in Jannah, side by side, so that we can giggle together everyday. Please protect them from any danger and Your hellfire 

i am soooo ready for 2019 now. New year, new place, new faces. I hope everything will be just fine for me. it's a new chapter, so let it be a good one fill with His blessings in sha Allah.

Please guide us all to embrace Islam as a whole, 
so we'll met our happy ending in Your Jannah nanti. amin.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE❤✨

Barakallah,
Lots of Love,
S

December 16, 2018

2018/16 - One Week Checked.

Salam & hai.
hoping everyone in the best of health and imaan in sha Allah❤


Hai. If you guys ada baca my previous post, (which i didn't expect ramai yg baca but turns out ramai jugak tau i start kerja from the post hehe) i officially started working for one week now and still survive alhamdulillah. It still feel weird. I still learn how to adapt with this new kind of situation and environment. Everyday jumpa orang baru, belajar benda baru. Ofcoz it feels different. Jumpa orang baru make me miss my family and my happy pills more :( I haven't become myself yet. Still observe orang lain punya perangai (that's what i did bila jumpa new people seriously) before trying to blend in with them (as people around me no longer around my age kan, so i need to put more effort la nak blend in hahaha). But alhamdulillah, semua orang yang i jumpa semua baik baik from my housemate up till my officemate.

The problem right now is, saya HOMESICK like crazy here. There will come a time when suddenly i emo gila gila rasa nak balik after habis kerja sebab penat gila (still trying to cope with this new kind of penat hahaha penat yang another level). As i sewa sorang and i dont really have friends yet here kalau ada pun semua duduk seksyen lain and i tak berani enough nak keluar sorang-sorang merayau lagi luls, dia macam stress sikit la nak handle homesick sorang2 ni. I memang kalau bab homesick ni susah gila nak handle since zaman sekolah lagi (if you're my bestie you should know my case masa zaman duduk asrama sains muar dulu up till my foundation and degree). Tapi masa foundation and degree, as i met many good friends there, my homesick still boleh kawal lagi.

And now that i already in working phase, i need to deal with this feeling again sorang phewwwwww. Macam baru masuk sains muar dulu tapi kali ni as i dah besar kan like tahun depan nak masuk 24 dah, alhamdulillah boleh control and still survive lagi ni. still stay strong k. As i am blessed with good friends, tak putus-putus orang tanya hows working life for me. it feels good to share with them my day here and knowing that some people still ambik berat pasal i, even masing-masing dah ada life sendiri, i'm touched. They put efforts kot nak tanya my days here. But i takdelah cerita details. I cerita details for specific person je, the one whom i trust the most :)

To be honest, after one week here, so many things happen and there's time i rasa nak give up. Tapi i taknak jadi lembik. i takboleh give up. Maybe sebab i terkejut with all the workloads here and its not something that i'm really into doing it (don't get me wrong, i'm sooooo grateful i dapat kerja k. jangan nak label i graduan memilih kerja hahaha) But the thing is i still looking for a job that catch my soul and my interest. i don't think i have high interest on doing my current work but it's good enough for experiences especially for fresh graduate like me. i'm aiming for something yang into research kind of thing or yg ada kaitan dengan lab coz i love doing hands on compare to working in office. But its okay, i would love to gain experiences and learn new things here.

Doakan syaimaa dapat kerja yang into her interest sebab nak kerja ni bukan sekejap-sekejap. its for my future and till forever sampai pencen nanti nak kerja. So i need to find a job yang i enjoy doing it. To be specific kerja dekat hospital la hahahaha. Oh plus doakan sekali dapat kerja kat Melaka. Thankyou! Well for the time being, lets work hard Syaimaa!!!! till you find a new job okay! i'm actually thinking on nak sambung belajar but we'll see nanti macam mana.

Okay, stop with serious stuff, i'm excited for February to come hehe. One of my happy pills gonna get married like real soooooonnnn ahhhhhh and guess whattt i'm going to be her "dulang girl" hahahahaha i'm looking forward for february to come sbb nak reunite with my happy pills too. And for December pun, my another happy pill nak tukar status jadi tunang orang dah. Alhamdulillah. i'm soooo happy for both of them. May Allah ease their way. Tak tau la, when they told me about this kind of thing, i'm beyond happy for them. i guessed i love them tooo much right, obviously. Rasanya aku akan nangis masa akad nikah diorang ni nanti hahahahaha.

Bila tengok orang bawak anak-anak jalan, i want mine too. isn't it weird? one day i takut nak kahwin, another day i nak kahwin coz i nak my own kids. But its not something yang i boleh decide. If ada, ada lah. if takde, i'm still gonna live my life. Doakan yang baik-baik. For me. The first thing right now is, i nak jadi hamba yang baik dulu. Once that one thing i boleh buat, in sha Allah next thing akan lebih easy. Doakan!

Okla.
Gebaiiiiii.

Barakallah,
Lots of love,
S❤